This place within a terribly barren wasteland of deserts,
black lava and active volcanoes for me is an angle of paradise.
It is December 1972 and this time it is not a dream or psychical
perception. In the middle of the night, under a full moon
I walk to one of those crystal clear pools gently carved into
the rock by a hot spring. But I am not alone since two Afar,
both armed with a rusty '91' Italian rifle which, I doubt,
can hardly shoot, follow me and sit on the pool's opposite
side. The Afar are mostly Moslem and animist and for some
unknown impulses I recite, loudly in Arabic, the opening verse
which appears in each (but one) suras of the Koran: "In the
Name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful". At this moment,
in that most suggestive place under the moon, a strong but
gentle current - hard to define - envelopes, completely, my
whole being. In unison with the cosmos I feel transported
to another world. The experience last a few seconds and cannot
be aptly described. [1]
About ten years go by and I enter in a small but beautiful
church in Parma, Italy, just to visit it like the other people
who are inside, mostly tourists. As soon as I cross the threshold
the same current which I experienced by the Afrerà Lake envelopes
me, but this time it is much more intense and, this time too,
it lasts only a few seconds and, once more, I return to the
world wondering at this marvelous phenomenon.
While I tried, unsuccessfully for the time being, to willingly
reproduce the recent 'turned around compass' experience, so
far I have not tried to reproduce, with some sort
of meditation exercise, this 'enveloping current' experience:
why? Possibly because the only thing I am afraid of, as previously
stated, is myself and I consider the risk involved into such
an exercise in terms of not being ready to confront the experience.
It could possibly be like forcing Kundalini Yoga [2]
in my surviving cats, or Pho-Wa [3]
(consciousness-transference yoga ) to a flatworm. Little do
I doubt that we have tremendous untapped powers which
can be released for good or for worst; this, however, does
not mean that I blindly believe in a flying Padma Sambhava,
[4] a flying
Milarepa, [5]
or other mythological and historical characters performing
similar feats, while I might change my mind if I should ever
succeed in levitating. We know that we use only about ten
percent of our marvelous brain and the rest is unaccessible
to us, we also know that tampering with psychical powers without
a clear knowledge of what we are doing, i.e., releasing risky
psychical processes which we cannot support, can be disastrous
in terms of mental sanity. This means, by way of analogy,
that if while driving a nail into the wall where to hung my
best picture I hammer my finger I can still get the picture
on the wall, while if I psycho-hammer my brain with some hazardous
psychic experiment I risk loosing reliable pictures of - or,
worst, from - the world around me. And if I look at these
facts with in mind the concept of the electrical brain mentioned
above, and my physio-electric experiences, little doubt remains
that we can be demigods.
Back to the brain's powerhouse, [6]
very likely it is not the voltage distribution in the brain
- besides all the biochemical exchange taking place all along
- but the frequency is the important side of psychic experiences.
The word frequency implies both undulating, or wavelike
motion, and propagation into some medium, or in other words,
some sort of vibration be it mechanical, or musical, or electromagnetic
or others, known and unknown. In the case of psychic experiences
we do no know what sort of vibrations are set in motion nor
the relative frequency (even if voltage variations with a
certain frequency - namely electrical frequency - can be observed
with an electroencephalogram apparatus which records the brain's
electrical activity) and hence the difficulty - since the
objective plausibly is to get in tune with some sort of baffling
cosmic tuning fork whereby, metaphorically, the sky opens
and the light is perceived. It is just like tuning the radio
to the desired transmitting station but with the brain we
cannot, as a rule, freely achieve it. However this possibly
is the source of all siddhis - or extraordinary powers which
just a few gifted humans can willingly acquire. Obviously,
these psychical powers won't come effortlessly and, surely,
it is not really necessary, as most believe, to be an hermit
in the Himalayan heights, or a self-flagellating fakir, or
a trappist monk to achieve particular gifts which, all in
all, belong to our nature. The hindrance is our materialistic
civilization pushed to the extreme, the substitution of genuine
human and religious values with that banknote-god which may
appear hard to come but possibly very rewarding if it does
since it can answer many of our prayers, the warmongering
attitudes leading to pillage and destruction, the do unto
others all that which you would not do unto yourself.
NOTES
[1] "There
can be no perception without a perceiver; and contemplatives
retain their selves enough to perceive as they rejoice."
Renée Haynes in Arthur Koestler's "The Roots of
Coincidence" - Richard Klay (The Chaucer Press) Ltd.,
Bungay, Suffolk - 1972.
[2]See: Sir
John Woodroffe (Arthur Avalon) - The Serpent Power - Ganesh
& Co., Madras 17 - 1972.
[3] See: W.
Y. Evans-Wentz - The Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation
- Oxford University Press - London - 1969.
[4] See: W.
Y. Evans-Wentz - Tibet's Great Yogi, Milarepa - Oxford University
Press - London - 1972. Also: W. Y. Evans-Wentz - The Tibetan
Book of the Dead - Oxford University Press - London - 1969.
[5] See: W.
Y. Evans-Wentz - Tibetan Yoga and Secret Doctrines - Oxford
University Press - London - 1970.
[6] This brings
to my mind those unexplained phenomena of spontaneous combustion,
that is, people found charred for no apparent condition nor
traces of fires.
Introduction
Lady of the Two Lands in
the Shrine is Thy Name
The Mooring Pin
Life and Brains
Brains and Life
No-Brain and No-Mind
Deus Ex Machina
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